"The Celestial Chronicles"
"When You Can Walk On Water"
Of all the experiences that I cherish and relish, some stand out in my mind more so than others. A couple of years ago when I was living in Washington State, I was sitting outside and suddenly a very large bald eagle flew slowly down and landed on a fence several yards away from me, yet directly in front of me. I was living on a mountain then, so neighbors were far and few between. I sat there looking at the eagle while the eagle sat on the fence looking at me. It was one of those times that you know within your Soul will probably never be repeated again.
Suddenly, the eagle stood on the fence and opened his incredible wings and began what is known as "The Eagle Dance." He performed this Sacred Ritual very slowly and deliberately, watching me watch him. The air was perfectly silent that day, not a sound could be heard. I did realize later that I had been holding my breath while I watched him. I have attended many powwows and am very familiar with the natives performing this dance, yet not even the finest native dancer could imitate what I saw that day. Amazingly, even as he dipped and bowed and spun on his feet, he somehow maintained eye contact with me. No I did not take any pictures, some things are not meant to be seen by all, this I am certain of.
When he was finished, no I cannot tell you how long it lasted but it was quite a while, he looked at me one last time as he gracefully lifted off from the fence and ascended into the sky with the sun blazing atop him. I have only spoken about this event to a very few close friends, until now. I had no urge, no desire to speak publicly about this. Now I am sharing with you so that you too can savor the moment. I have never understood why it is that men and women need to brag or boast of their accomplishments, whether actual or not. I have encountered teachers, healers, gurus, voodoo doctors, metaphysicians, doctors, nurses, scientists, screenwriters and just about everyone in one profession or another. Including retired FBI and CIA people.
Priests don’t like me and I make nuns nervous, maybe I am doing something right! Children and animals love me unconditionally, without any concerns at all. Maybe I am doing something right! Of all those I meet and those I have worked with, the ones that do irritate me the most, are those that have something to prove. These people cannot be content with their accomplishments in life unless they broadcast it over the Internet, on bathroom walls etc. Their egos are so huge that the ego needs to be continually appeased, always growing larger until it reaches a stupendous size and the person just disappears! There is no longer a "who" there is a "what." You see at this juncture is where person and ego, the former "who" and "what" become "it." It is not a pretty sight either!
I shall tell you though, the more insecurities a person has, the bigger the ego issues. A popular myth is that people who are passive, underachievers, introverted, have no ego problems. That is incorrect, Everyone is born with ego genes, but it is how you handle them that determines your personality. Of all the people that I can say I do not want to be around again, there are types of people that stand out the most in my mind. People, who hunger for the limelight, whether it is in business or for pleasure, will try their best to pretend they have no serious malady called "ego addiction." First they successfully convince themselves of this lie, then YOU are the next target. They NEED an audience; whether it is to boast of their sexual conquests, also known as "cavorting," their business flair, or of the great benefit they could be to the world in general if they had just only gone into politics. This world needs more of that in politics as much as it needs more Illuminati!
I find it rather disturbing to overhear men discussing their penis size, although I will say that it only confirms where their heads are. Women who emulate celebrities are those who also suffer from the disorganized ego chaos. When people must impress you with their conquests in life, they are really only trying to impress themselves. BUT that does not make it any easier to put up with. My way of handling these situations in public, when suddenly "the ego hordes" descend upon me, is to say "I’ll be right back!" Of course, I never am. Some actually get the message. Those who do not and actually out and out ask me WHY I do not want to be bothered with them….well, I tell them. I will not bore you with their reactions to the truth. Suffice it to say, they never bother me again…in fact..I think it is safe to state that they never want to see me again. I am so blessed.
The people I love the most have nothing to prove to anyone or any-thing. The finest individuals and groups of people, who walk this great planet, are the most Spiritually successful ones. They know how to materialize and manifest what is in their own best interests, they know when to walk away from others who have hidden agendas. They either knew consciously in their growing up years, or learned later, to remain passionately detached from the untruth talkers; the preachers and congregations that follow the paths of least resistance. The professional people who maintain they are wise and know better what individuals need for themselves, and for better or worse attempt to sway ordinary people from healthful pursuits, do have their egos to maintain.
You see without the cloak of ego, they are nothing. I do know many, many individuals who do not realize their greatness. Great people are those who do not know that they are. When someone mentions to them the wondrous differences they have made in others’ lives, these individuals do not know how to respond, for they do not see themselves as above all others. They see themselves as "ordinary," yet it is in their "ordinariness" that they are "unique." Many have the natural ability of transforming linear time by expanding it; they use this extra time to perform alchemical miracles. Their minds and hearts are fertile, they possess no static energy. The quieter ones can be found in every profession on this planet, yet it is how they work that seeds the differences. Most are content to remain behind the scenes, content to be of assistance while others reap the public glory.
Their countenance is quite different from their co-workers. They lack the conspiratorial eyes, their demeanor is calm, they are veritable seas of tranquility in an un-tranquil land. Many men and women who belong to The Great White Brotherhood are part of this group of earth citizens. They are here to teach by example, and by darn they do a great job of it. So many average seeming and average looking people are the least average of all. They came, they saw and they have conquered and NOONE declared war. When you encounter those other "ill" types on this earth, those who need your energy, who need your admiration, your "oohs and aahs," who need to be sure you know of their accomplishments, their credentials, tell them something to put them in their place. That "place" where every once in a while, what you say to one of these ego people, actually causes them to think….even if only for a moment. Tell them…."When you can walk on water….take the boat." Then see if they can figure it out, see if you can too.
"In the beginning of the beginning I watched as my Earth star cousins raced madly in ever continuing larger circles of displaced realities. Each was consumed by the need for survival, but only of physical survival. I watched as the many cavorted while the few were shunned who knew of true life. I say to all of you now here in this "now" moment of true reality..live life with a passion, a zest for the KNOWN, creating perfection in all that you do and say. Realize that YOU are each a unique Being, that YOU are GOD in physical expression."
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