Edition #15 – Me, Myself and I

"The Celestial Chronicles"

Edition #15

"Me, Myself and I"

In all the time, 20 years it will be on July 26th. 2009, that I have walked the Earth Star walk, I must say the experiences I have had here and continue to have, have been without equal. Never in any of my previous life experiences here on this planet, have I had so much fun. Yet I also have had to bear witness to some of the most grotesque, diabolical events and machinations that I have ever seen which have been thrust upon the human race. I think about all these things that I have seen and still wonder why so many people simply cannot or will not awaken to the true realities in life. I have watched so many people fall from grace that I wonder again how the God of this Universe can continue to not only love all His Children, but have the patience to allow them all the unlimited freedom they need to birth again and again and again, until such time that they "get it right." It has not all been serious observations on my part though; so much of what I have seen and heard ranges from the ludicrous to the absolutely inane. After having given this some thought, I decided to write about a few of my experiences that have either touched my Soul greatly, or caused me to laugh and laugh at the antics I have observed.

There are so many things I do not understand; the Spiritual work is sooo easy. It requires little effort on my part to teach those who really want the truth; those who are ready, willing and able to STAND in truth and yet be willing to NOT defend their beliefs. I am a Soul-dier of Change. As such I willingly accept the responsibilities, the obligations and the multitudinous tasks that the God of this Universe has set in place for me. I cherish every single moment of my life. I wish all people would do that. Although I have spent all these years teaching so many, many people, I can count the success ratio on one hand. I am speaking of people that I have worked with for years on end. I fully realize that for many, many people I am planting seeds for their next reincarnation. However, it would be nice to see some of these seed germinate now. Sadly, it seems that the people who listened in workshops and lectures learned far more than those I worked one-on-one with. The final score…to date..is "men +, women ." However, since mid-2008 many more phenomenal Souls have been sent to me. I suppose in a way you could say these people make up for those who are too self-engrossed in their own lives to follow through and BE the difference. I believe that the human race is basically good. I also believe that some of the things I have witnessed are a direct result of usually intelligent people who have been so caught up in the practical world that the routines they establish are holding them back. They have become creatures of habit. Now I will write a bit about the funny things that I have seen, as well as some incidents that although they happened to me alone, I can only describe as "great and wondrous gifts of the Universe" that have made my walk here a bit easier.

I do not really understand the need to go back in time and listen to oldies concerts. A friend talked me into going to two of those and a Tom Jones concert. I found the two oldies concerts to be boring and much outdated, although the huge crowds were much impressed. Of course I think the amount of drugs and liquor that was being consumed there had something to do with their enthusiasm. As for the Tom Jones concert, all I can say is……YAWN! Then there are the two wedding ceremonies I attended. OH JOY!! I will not bother to say that there are many people who marry the wrong "others." Ok, I just did, but, oh well. Although I did not want to attend either ceremony, it was because they were private and the groom in each case was insistent that I be there, I foolishly went. Anyway, the first of these two marriages was conducted at the couple’s home. The man I went with was a non-denominational minister who was to conduct the ceremony. The groom was a well known rock/R&B singer and writer, which is why they wanted a quite, private wedding. His fiancée had been living with him for a number of years.

Now the strange part ….well the entire event was strange, was that they insisted on being married on 11:11. Then when we arrived at their home they decided that they wanted to be married at 11:11 p.m. as well. There was only the minister, myself, 2 people who were friends of theirs and the groom’s sister there. I could not think, "so far so good," because I knew the marriage was a HUGE mistake. Somewhere around 8pm, the nuptial couple became a bit high on marijuana. Then at 9pm the bride disappeared into the bedroom and did not come out for an hour. The groom however, somehow or other in an hour’s time managed to lose his shoes and the wedding rings. And he accomplished all this without ever leaving the house! He looked everywhere for these items and as far as I know, they are still somewhere in the Bermuda triangle. Right before the bride emerged from the bedroom, the groom managed to split the shoulder seams of his suit. Then "here comes the bride," emerging from the bedroom and BAM right in front of me the strap on her dress broke. By the way, she could not find her shoes either. Never did. She immediately ran into the bedroom and searched until she found some safety pins. At 10pm the minister had had quite enough. He called them both into the living room turned to the clock and set the hands of the clock to read, "11:11." He then proceeded to marry the….discombobulated couple and the first words out of the groom’s mouth to his now wife were," well, you got what you wanted." He then went into the kitchen to get a drink from the bar. I did not laugh aloud at any of this, well, at least not until I made a hasty exit and the minister and I were back in his car. Then I laughed for the entire 45 minute drive to my home.

The second wedding, ahhhhhhhhhh that was even worse. It was an outdoor event attended by about 20 people. The "happy couple" was supposed to stand on a small bridge over a beautiful stream. When I arrived both the best man and the groom were wearing the LOUDEST, most VIOLENT colored purple shirts it has ever been my misfortune to see. The bride was nowhere in sight. The best man came up to me and said she was on her way there; she was driving her car to the wedding. 1 hour and 15 minutes later, long past the set marriage ceremony time, the best man came up to me again and said, "Celest, this is not a good omen is it?" In order to control the bubbling laughter I could feel welling up inside of me, I merely shook my head to indicate "no." 15 minutes later the bride drove up and sat in her car for another half hour. Then she left the car and joined the groom on the bridge. The entire time of her walk from car to bridge she did nothing but complain that the shade of PURPLE on the wedding cake was not the one she ordered. The ceremony finished and she began a series of ranting about every little thing you could think of. I quietly fled the scene before I had to bear witness to anymore of this nonsense. Besides, I REALLY had to laugh! Of course neither marriage survived more than a few months, but I swear I had nothing to do with that! No, I do not accept any more wedding invitations.

Parties..I had attended 5 parties over the first few years of my Earth Star walk. I was always the last one to arrive and the first one to leave. I will never attend another one! People have too much to eat, too much to drink and GOSSIP too much! Then there are the things I find so confusing. There are always the women who love men who love women. So many women are infatuated with men who love women….MANY WOMEN, and then the women are devastated when they find that the men in question are really not wanting any commitment. After all, who will take care of the other women? The men think that women make it easy for the men to conquer the female of their choice and then move on to greener pastures. Perhaps there is truth to that, but it does not make either gender right. Of course I could not possibly walk this walk without encountering anomalies Created by people; things that I find quite irrational. Here are but a few examples: people who while telling me about their relationship problems, have referred to their spouse or lover’s presence "in the hood." Oftentimes, women would point out their mates to me who would be standing with a few friends peering into the engine of a car or truck. So I mistakenly thought, "in the hood," meant "in the engine." It was only recently that I learned it meant, "in the neighborhood." I am so funny! I just laugh at myself all the time!!

Like all the times people would come up to me and say," Hey Celest, what’s the skinny?" That one took me a while to figure out, I assure you. How about this gem: While pointing out a large tractor trailer rig to me the woman said," look at that bad boy Celest!" I still have not figured that one out. Then there is the matter of high strangeness. People have a weird way of reacting to me in the physical when they are first meeting me and even months and years later. They know who I am of course, but that does not seem to stop them from indulging in weird behavior towards me. Some people, of both sexes, just stare and stare almost as if they have been transfixed by something. My instinct is to look over my shoulder and see who is there! Although I am quite used to being stared at, I would like to think that this too shall pass. A man who had a quaint and lovely store was introduced to me by a friend of mine. When I left his store after the first time I had been in there, the owner followed me out and smiled a beautiful smile, put his foot up against the wall of the store, folded his arms, shook his head from side to side and said softly, "Celest was in MY store!" The irony here is that HE was in HIS store but was NOT impressed with HIMSELF being there! Here are another few instances of people acting in strange ways: A certain woman who attended my workshops, I am not going to say in which state, invited David and I to go to dinner with her and her husband. It seemed harmless enough…at the time. No sooner did we get into the car with them then she said, "I can’t believe this; Celestial Blue Star is riding in my car!" At that point I began to have some misgivings about this little jaunt. However we arrived at the restaurant in due time and she behaved herself for the rest of that drive.

We went to a Chinese restaurant, one that the couple really liked. After we were served, just as I was about to have my first forkful of food…she did it again. She said, " I am having dinner at the same table as Celestial Blue Star. Oh my!" Then as the winds of change would have it, just as I was trying to think of a pleasant rebuttal, a fly, the only one in the restaurant, flew into my plate of Chinese food. Go figure!! Obviously this "event" called for an esoteric comment from the woman. She said, "Oh my God Celest, a fly flew into your food! What does that mean?" I wisely set the fork back on the plate while the fly was trying desperately to extricate itself from my "Chinese Delight" meal and said in my very best esoteric fashion," It means….a fly flew into my food!" Honestly now! Some people really need to get a life! Several months after the "Advance of the Fly" I happened to go into her art gallery and of course, she had not changed. MUCH. This time it was, "Celest is in my shop, oh my!" And she had the strangest out-of-body look ON HER FACE. I don’t get it! This happens to me with people all the time. Sometimes it is because someone has shaken my hand and I suddenly have the horrid feeling they may never wash it again; sometimes it is a line of people who have been talking to me and they walk away ALL doing the same thing. Shaking their heads from side to side and saying," I was with Celest." I DON’T GET IT!

In order to show you some of the things that happen to me that are some sort of "spontaneous Universal action," I will tell you briefly about my "disappearing and appearing acts." Of necessity I will cloak myself when I sense danger being directed my way. I do this for that reason and for other reasons. However, the other explanations are ones I choose not to discuss with the public. Although it really is quite simple to do, I have discovered that many times when I am feeling "spacey" or "off-world," a spontaneous event occurs, not one that I realize is happening until it is too late. I simply "disappear" while in plain sight; as poor David can attest to. So can many others. I will only tell you of 2 instances; one day a couple of years ago a friend invited me to attend a carnival with him. It was being held in a park on a beautiful warm Spring afternoon. After walking around the area for a while I decided to sit down on a bench, one like any other park bench. My friend was a hot dog lover so while he went to find the right hot dog I simply sat there and enjoyed the day. I remember I was enjoying the cloud movement and watching the birds while feeling very content. I saw my friend walk over in my direction, I had already been sitting on the bench when he left.

He walked right up to me looking very confused. With hot dog in hand he stood there looking in all 4 directions. Then he began to yell my name. He was no more than 3 inches away from me. Of course all this activity broke my concentration on everything I was enjoying. He was standing right in front of me and yet not seeing me! I spoke his name and the poor man jumped about 6 inches into the air. He screamed," Where did you come from, you were NOT there on that bench!!" As he said that I realized that I must have had another spontaneous occurrence. I told him that and he yelled at the top of his voice," CELEST, what if someone had sat on you??" Well, that had never entered my mind. Many times David has looked high and low for me when we have braved going into a Wal-Mart. He simply turns around and I am gone. Once we walked up to the checker, well, I thought I was there too, and while she was checking US out, she looked up at me and yelled, "Whoa, where did you come from?" I smiled and said I was there all the time. I must admit the poor woman was a bit shaken up. You see, I may not have the easiest walk here on the Earth Star, but I think it is by far the most interesting of all my walks on this planet.

I cannot discuss the incredibly beautiful experiences I have that center around my interconnections with the animals, with galaxies and the Spirit World and my interactions with other Star Keepers who are here on the Earth Star, as well as those who are off-world. These interactions are intensely private yet stupendously beautiful. I can tell you that the wealthiest men and women on this planet cannot buy what I have. Nor is there ANYONE I would want to trade places with. I can tell you what quickens my Spirit; it is watching and listening to the truly good-hearted Souls who are here to assist all of humanity. They do as I do and as David does, we teach by example. I listen to their words and their intent to continue to merge with the fulcrum of change that was the entrance of NESARA. David and I both share their beliefs, yet only these people can truly understand how WONDERFUL it is to be with like-minded Souls. You see, it is when we and those others who are "like us" convene to trade war stories and stories of the successes we see that everyday people are making by rebuilding a new and better foundation in their lives, that we each feel more confirmation that the journey here was well worth it. We watch the unbreakable human Spirit purging ItSelf of the decadence and dross that has so tainted It for so very long and we think and say," All the good Souls are uniting now, even if they do not realize it." NOW IS THE TIME that the good Souls are uniting for their own evolvement and the continued ascension of Terra and the expansion unto infinity of NESARA. I am proud to be among you, all of you. For all who are doing their part I say, I am proud of you each and all of you. I am proud to be a Soul-dier of Change.


"In the beginning of the beginning I watched as my Earth star cousins raced madly in ever continuing larger circles of displaced realities. Each was consumed by the need for survival, but only of physical survival. I watched as the many cavorted while the few were shunned who knew of true life. I say to all of you now here in this "now" moment of true reality..live life with a passion, a zest for the KNOWN, creating perfection in all that you do and say. Realize that YOU are each a unique Being, that YOU are GOD in physical expression."


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